In the beginning...

Never dreamed that i would ever sit and type into a machine some of the thoughts and feelings that challenge me or infact just occupy my wandering thoughts...
but here i am...

Today i spent some time sitting, walking, lying out on the floor, pondering inside a prayer room in Eglinton Presb church. it was very peaceful at the start but as my mind filled with some difficult emotions as a result some of the stuff i was reading i couldnt help feel burdened and heavy for those people that where cryin out to God in such a public an open way...
i prayed... then i left...
walked back into the car and headed home... watched some Narnia with my sister, and now just sittin typin into a machine...
Strange existance- moved so deeply then everythings back to the way it was!

So i think im goin to head on here and go to CFC... maybe meet some people over there i know... maybe not!!

Expectant